2008 Christmas.....

Year 2008.....I shall refresh back what have i did for the whole year by now since just a few days more to say good bye to 2008 and welcome the 2009.......
-In year 2008 did not anything special for this year......This is because i was so busy working until i don't have time to relax unleast for weekends......
-But for sure the year 2008 i have make it very different year without any doubts....In term of my charecteristic and of course i also make a very special and unique chritmas for this year.......

I'm Totally a new person Now

After i attended my empowered camp......I become a new person........This does not happended as soon as possible....This is because you need time to realise that you have change...Just took the easiet example....i'm truly change after one week attending the camp and also now i have been joining the my church youth gathering....All of this thanks to my colleague who encourage me to join the empowered camp as well as attending the youth gathering....But sadly the gathering is coming to an end for this year.......

CE 08-Camp empowered 08

Camp Empowered.......There is so much thing i can learned from this camp..........I enjoy this camp from 21-23 nov 08 which is unforgetable..There is so many event that have planned......But There is 1 event that touch my heart and from that moment onwards i truly found myself.......I did not realise that i'm a new person......Untill on monday 24th nov a wonderful afternoon i have a argument with my colleague ( in such a nice way) well i still consider it as wonderful afternoon even thought i'm so the tired for the rest fo my day.....I have never been having argument with anyone......even my parents ....what more to say my colleague.........Finally i realise........lord..God...... What is happening with me on this afternoon and i finally knew that i'm new person now even i have change my charecter............We strive for the right..........AMEN

Sick......

I have not been to office for 2 days..I miss my job ,my colleague and of course the most important person in the company. I can't even wake up for 2 days. I have never been sick untill i can't up from my bed...This is the first time in my life i sick until so teruk...Actually i was my own fault also,Because i din't watch out for my food and this is a lesson for me not to repeat in again in future because the pain will make you feel very unconfortable .Once you experience it you would say this is my first and my last time in my life. No one knew how suffering this illness was untill you yourself experience it.

After i have been sick for few days. Now almost fully recover. It seem like it have been awhile i did not enjoy a healty lifestyle. Now i knew that nothing is more important than a health..We can buy anything with $$ but we can't buy Health with $$$ ..We must take healthy food .

JobSeekers

Was feeling like wanna Change a new job as soon as possible.My work now is i'm very satisfied with it,but the staff are facing too much of company politics.Which i don't like it. But with the strong and determination and courage from my manager i'm willing like to sacrifice it just because of her.....a company with too much of company politics will resulting in suffering the company staff. The staff are doing work day and night and even sunday and public holiday .But no one knew the hardship of a staff that willing to sacrifice her time on company and work..Only those understanded knew it. a company with two managment is very different....This eventually will lead to misundertsanding and misagreement. O my Loving Jesus PLEASE help me to stay strong and continue with my work. Amen

Another Month

Another new month comes and of course I'm very happy during every beginning of each the month.This is because every month i will get myself something new. As for this month i get myself a brand new looking by buying myself a new spec and contact lance. So this mean i have a new look. My next target was probably i would straighten my hair. I intend to straighten my hair this month also ...but i could not effort it.

I think this is a real personality of me

What Pauline Chee Wee Ling Means

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people. Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems. Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Long Piak @ LANGAR Tiang @ Knock the walll

I'm feeling like long piak doing the claims for this months......This happened not because i don't know how to do neither i not familiar with the current system. This happen due to someone amended the company record........This is a very serious issues for the management....Unfortunately this also make me can't do my work as instructed even thought i'm not the important person.......I wonder why they want to amended the company record.....I want to langar tiang doing the claim for this month...I wander how am i going to do claim for the coming months. O my loving JESUS please help me to solve my problem...AMEN

I wish i can shout.....out very loud now!!!!!!!!

How i wish i can shout out very loud now...........I need a helping hand......WHY am i the one that have to seen her everyday....And i wish i don't want to handle anything regarding payment....I'm just trying my part to do the best but why i have to handle others people stuff.....I wish i can resign i only want to work till end of the month.........

A VERY DEDICATED STAFF

He.....He......My auntie was so curious about my top management ( Name of my managing director)
so i told her the other name...she feel so pelik....how possible don't even knew what was her name of her managing director. This is also so call as a dedicated staff.....Was awarded to ms pauline chee .....Finally i told her the name of my top management...But how come she said was not her......Oppps i even say his name wrongly.......This is how dedicated pauline was when she is working lo. he......he

A tribute to a top management

It is a day as usual today nothing special for me to continue my usual task today.Is just that I'm quite busy today because the manager have been outstation for 2 days..So i am the one become her victim to help her out with some of her work lo......I was thinking of being scolded by the top management because she have not been seeing the receipt for few weeks......But luckily i did prepare by asking god to always by my side whenever i see my management later..Finally GOD answer my prayer...Because i knew that my management with scolded me if she saw the receipt have been leave out for one week. I can't believe that she did not scolded me but she some sort of comforting me...For sure this is nit my top management that was talking with me....But i knew that GOD is the one that talking with me during that period of time.....Thanks for being always by my side.

Management

After i started to work for nearly 1 month..I found out that there is 2 kind of management in th same company. Just like my company...Even thought we are the same company but we are having different kind of management..The management of upstairs are more understanding than the down stairs department.....Why is this happened in JUNDA realty...May be becouse one of the thousand reason was because the upstairs managent use to get together in a room with the staff and therefore she is more understanding and considerate...The upstairs management use to buy thing and share and belanja the staff makan..Macam ni baru bagus ..Dan disegani staff nya.

I Need some helping hand

I wish i have a helping hand in Junda realty.Althought i'm in this company for less than a month but i'm very busy and stress out. People always says that new staffs always have the lease thing to do.But how come my situation was different. The management keep on pushing the staff to rush for this and that and if possible the management want the staff to settle a single thing in one day...As a top management i think they have to consider about the staff ability as well...To consider whether the new staff can handle the work load or not. Not just trow everything to the new staff to do it.

Samarindah 5A

Samaindah 5A will leave a great memory for me.....Because i have been doing the monthly progress report for abt 1 week but still unable to finish.....And finally i'm very happy because i have done with the monthly progress report..But it seems like end up i have to re do it again because of the stupid figure.....I got disappointed when they ask me to completed in whole afternoon......Luckily GOD is by my side and i was able to finish it within today....Thanks GOD for answering my prayer.......

Bodco==BODO

How i wish i can shout out very loud now...................The management suppose to knew that i am having training for the whole morning and yet she is asking me to find the supporting document for so many project........I manage to find some supporting document for a particular project but not all the project and i thought i was the one that she meant so i confidently answer yes to her .Because i also knew that she did not expect me to find the supporting document for half and hour.Finding the supporting document need time......Please undertsnad it ok............I'm not the superwomen that you thought.I'm just a normal human being .....Is ok if you ask me to find the small project...Please don't expect me to find all the suppporting document for numerious project.....and futhermore it's almost time for me to went off for my training.........

Working Experience

Since the day i started to work untill today is already 1 weeks plus.The working experience of working for first few day was like warming up.This only happened first few days i started work. But not the weeks after first week of work. My job was overloaded and i wish someone could be my assistant. There was 2 florrs of office that use to call me up to do something. Which i think this was impposible ....How could be ONE pauline doing a double JOB ... Please Pauline ....Just a normal human being......I'm not a superwomen

Computer Entry

I went for interview as usual today.Today interview was not smooth as i expected. All of the management was not around.It disappointed me and i become very hot internally what more to say in a hot afternoon. Luckily i went for a successful interview in the afternoon.At lease it worth my effort. It was a post of Computer Entry with a realty company. I think it was quite successful.I have to think twice for this company,because the management told me that i must have the passion of working under pressure and the responsibility...The working hours and pay is OK i can accept it. But my work place is quite a far distance with my house. Will see how it goes. My interview is still coming my way..Pray that have more interview to come my way.

Sahara Dessert AND North Pole

I went for an interview for the post of administrative assistant yesterday at a computing company. Well suggest it's very common for a position of a administrative to wrote something during the interview for this position. So i don't have any problem for it.I'm lacking of confident that i was unable to be accept by this company.This due to the interviewer did not say much thing during the interview session with me. I was instruct to wrote a essay.The title was if i were given a choice a choice sahara dessert and north pole to live,where were you choose to live? Of course my answer was North Pole. Because in my point of view North pole is a very great place for the people like me that like to stay away from sunny skies,a place that is very historical for me as a christanity, a place that is full of excitement especially during winter season.
As for desser in my point of view,i will think that the dessert was a place full of sand and the whether was terrible hot...So whats the point of me as a malaysian to be live in the dessert.....Since that i even can't stand with the whether of Malaysia .I coun't imagine how am i going to live in the desssrt.

Working for the first time and first day

My first day of work i was like looking so blur and don't know how my job scope would be.After i knew about my job scope i was thinking of how lucky am i getting this job.I din't know that i have so many things to do and it all involving keying data which invove alot of step and it even make me more confuse and even more blurry now.I hope i can observe whatever that i have learn and not to make the situation worse. Day after day passed by i was thinking of resign for my job.Today is only the 3rd day of my working and i'm streming and complaning .How am i going to continue with my job after this. I need a helping hands sonner as possible.

A gift that hold a special meaning for you

A gift that hold a special meaning for me.Whenever i think of this topic i was thinking of valentine day.Actually valentine day does not mean alots to me in the pass year.I was shock on the early morning of 14th February 2008 when i come to teach and i received a special gift from an anonymous person.All this while i am single and not belonging to anyone and i don't even knew that they is someone that admirer me. I am so touch and about to drop off my tears when i saw the valentine gift what more to say it is from a person that i unknown.Only after i finish my lesson my student told me that the gift was given by them just a appreciation for me as being teaching them.When i ask why do they send those gift during valentine day their answer was they sending this gift not because they admirer me and i was almost broken hearted but sending the gift to me an this day as a friendship ....Again i can't hold my tears and make a special speech for them.Even thought they are very naughty most of the time but it worth my effort because their exam result shows a great improvement for almost half of the class.This valentine gift also worth my effort of teaching them because i have been naik pangkat to become a permanent teacher.

Chap goh meh

Today 21st February makes the end of chinese new year with so call as chap goh meh in hokkien and yuan shiao jie in chinese. Well nothing is unusual today as it is just another ordinary day for me. By the end of chinese new year also mean that i have to start over new.Which means that i have to sart to earn a living for myself.I have been looking all sorts kind of job since before chinese new year and even in january. It seem like luck is not not my side yet.They still want my parents to support me.I am doubt of my ability as well. I want to apply to become a tuition teacher but i'm doubted that i can't handle my work and how my student going to be when i'm teaching. Would they bully me..I was thinking of how invaluable i am till that i find myself so hardfor the people to accept me as part of their working force.

Valentine day and my 22nd birthday

Every year 14th feb or so call as valentine day is very close to my birthday which is on the 16th feb..So those born within this this sure will remember their birthday very well.At the moment i'm still single which mean that i not been taken by anyone so valentine day for me is nothing. It's just an ordinary day as ususal. As for my birthday every year it's also a usual day for me as no one could remember my birthday therefore no one is celebrating birthday with me...

New year new Resolution

New year new resolution. Time seem to be pass so fast and i did not realise it's already the 5th day of chinese new year. Well chinese new year for this year was nothing diferent from the previous year the only useful thing i did during the chinese new year was i went visiting to my friends house . As this is the 1st year i pay my friend a visit during chinese new year.There is also some minor misunderstanding within me and my other group of friends during this chinese new year. Well i might says that i will not be a planner anymore after this.I will also thy not to contact then and try to avoid them might as well...For the new resolution for this year i will try my best to get myself a job.May be a tuition teacher or a computer tutor...Perhaps it can be kill my boredome a home everyday thing too much until i'm destress now and don't even anyone knew about it...