Thursday, February 28, 2008

Working for the first time and first day

My first day of work i was like looking so blur and don't know how my job scope would be.After i knew about my job scope i was thinking of how lucky am i getting this job.I din't know that i have so many things to do and it all involving keying data which invove alot of step and it even make me more confuse and even more blurry now.I hope i can observe whatever that i have learn and not to make the situation worse. Day after day passed by i was thinking of resign for my job.Today is only the 3rd day of my working and i'm streming and complaning .How am i going to continue with my job after this. I need a helping hands sonner as possible.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

A gift that hold a special meaning for you

A gift that hold a special meaning for me.Whenever i think of this topic i was thinking of valentine day.Actually valentine day does not mean alots to me in the pass year.I was shock on the early morning of 14th February 2008 when i come to teach and i received a special gift from an anonymous person.All this while i am single and not belonging to anyone and i don't even knew that they is someone that admirer me. I am so touch and about to drop off my tears when i saw the valentine gift what more to say it is from a person that i unknown.Only after i finish my lesson my student told me that the gift was given by them just a appreciation for me as being teaching them.When i ask why do they send those gift during valentine day their answer was they sending this gift not because they admirer me and i was almost broken hearted but sending the gift to me an this day as a friendship ....Again i can't hold my tears and make a special speech for them.Even thought they are very naughty most of the time but it worth my effort because their exam result shows a great improvement for almost half of the class.This valentine gift also worth my effort of teaching them because i have been naik pangkat to become a permanent teacher.

Chap goh meh

Today 21st February makes the end of chinese new year with so call as chap goh meh in hokkien and yuan shiao jie in chinese. Well nothing is unusual today as it is just another ordinary day for me. By the end of chinese new year also mean that i have to start over new.Which means that i have to sart to earn a living for myself.I have been looking all sorts kind of job since before chinese new year and even in january. It seem like luck is not not my side yet.They still want my parents to support me.I am doubt of my ability as well. I want to apply to become a tuition teacher but i'm doubted that i can't handle my work and how my student going to be when i'm teaching. Would they bully me..I was thinking of how invaluable i am till that i find myself so hardfor the people to accept me as part of their working force.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Valentine day and my 22nd birthday

Every year 14th feb or so call as valentine day is very close to my birthday which is on the 16th feb..So those born within this this sure will remember their birthday very well.At the moment i'm still single which mean that i not been taken by anyone so valentine day for me is nothing. It's just an ordinary day as ususal. As for my birthday every year it's also a usual day for me as no one could remember my birthday therefore no one is celebrating birthday with me...

Monday, February 11, 2008

New year new Resolution

New year new resolution. Time seem to be pass so fast and i did not realise it's already the 5th day of chinese new year. Well chinese new year for this year was nothing diferent from the previous year the only useful thing i did during the chinese new year was i went visiting to my friends house . As this is the 1st year i pay my friend a visit during chinese new year.There is also some minor misunderstanding within me and my other group of friends during this chinese new year. Well i might says that i will not be a planner anymore after this.I will also thy not to contact then and try to avoid them might as well...For the new resolution for this year i will try my best to get myself a job.May be a tuition teacher or a computer tutor...Perhaps it can be kill my boredome a home everyday thing too much until i'm destress now and don't even anyone knew about it...

Disney song